Crap

I'm having another harsh burst of hating this place.

Perhaps that has something to do with the motherfucking humidity which makes me want to scream at the top of my lungs and never fucking stop.

Maybe it has to do with the fact that I am not liking this whole college environment thing. I feel like my task is futile, and everyone expects failure. Not necessarily from me, but from these students.

Maybe it has a little to do with both and more to do with neither.

Whatever it is, I am so freaking NOT HAPPY right now that I'm just not sure how to handle it.